i think emo is an overused word..
when people say "don't emo".. they don't realise what they are saying is
dont emotional.. which is literally.. bad english..
which is also the reason why i nver ever use the word emo...

secondly.. the meaning of being emotional is different from being sentimental and shldn be used so haphazardly on every single small thing.. evertyime I stone and unconsciously give pple that "im pondering over something" feeling..
they immediately say.. "dont emo leh" which really irritates me...


im currently feeling extremely cooped up... and i feel the immense desire burning within me to fly overseas.. if you remember i wanted to be a pilot and actly my only reasons i wanted to be a pilot was as following
1) my flaming passion for travelling
2) the high income i can draw from travelling
3) i think it is my honour to serve a world-class airport= world-class working environment
4) i have a reason not to stay single forever cos i will always be on the move

this sounds really ridiculous but i so have no interest in planes or how planes actly take off or else i wld b taking phy nxt yr
and u seriously wont unds the blazing frustration in me of gng to NUS every week listening to a boring lecture on how planes actly take off and for goodness sake what streamlines and different air pressure and what's not... and how the lecturer slam me with so many universal equations that are ehhhh.... incomprehensible..

so recently i was struck with this sense of helplessness.. wanting to travel ard the world yet at the same time having to think of a profession that i have interest in so that i can at the same time pursue this interest.. which hmm looks rather bleak eh...

it makes me green with envy when i see people able to pursue what they truly love
and yet it gets so depressing when you realise it's so difficult to get the best of both worlds...

on the contrary, i know that i will still take up piloting and fly ard the world cos so far it seems the best way out.. i hope i can go abroad this hols..